It was the day of sharing our bliss and fear assignment. Beth was not there due to her personal reasons. I hope she get better soon. Missed her a lot. she was my strength in class to talk or to share things with everyone but still I presented my fear assignment without her and it made me feel really really confident to carry it to my future. It was good listening to others different fears.
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
Class take away 14
It was the class of continuation from last class where some shared their fear assignment. It was very unique experience for me which also helped me for my development in the future. Missed Beth in this class but it was still a good class. By listening to all others fear assignment I increased my confidence level in my life. My positive power was increased. overall as always it was a nice experience.
Monday, April 20, 2015
&*%$ FEAR &*%$
‘Loneliness’ makes me fearful.
1.
Is the fear you identified for this
project a fear, phobia, anxiety, or worry?
I identify my fear as a state of worry. My loneliness is not being
in solitude but it occurs when I am in middle of a crowd. I identify it as
worry because it is my mental negative feelings or predictions I think this is
because of my shift from my hometown. My loneliness is worry not anxiety
because I don’t withdraw from going in the middle of the crowd but I experience
it in the form of worry.
2.
In what ways do you
notice fear in your life?
I think it is mainly because of my shift from my
hometown and from my family and friends so many social situations and crowd
causes me feel my worry of loneliness
3.
What does fear keep you
from experiencing?
This worry so called fear of me keeps me experiencing negative
thoughts in my life.
4. What is the use of fear in your life?
When I try
to overcome my worry it gives me more mental strength to work or to create what
I like in a way more than I expected how it turns out.
5.
How does fear affect
your life, especially in terms of creativity?
Fear
affects in my life mostly when I am in a situation where I cannot overcome my
worry of loneliness. It affects me by being normal and not being social as
always I am. In such situation I completely stop working. I don’t even attempt
to do simple works or talks which I usually like and completely becomes dumb.
6.
What form does your fear
take?
I feel crummy of myself.
BLISS !!!!
1.
Not good at expressing
things
1.
What if I don’t worry
about not being expressive and just continue working on my assignment.
2.
What if people around me
family or friends praise me for my thinking
3.
What if Beth praises me
as if it is the best assignment?
2. Forget about my assignment due dates like I forget my blogs
1.
What if I don’t forget due
dates of my assignment
2.
What if I put reminders
on my mobile and calendars and even a reminder note in car
3.
What if I complete it
even before the due date?
3. Neglect assignment as I used to do it back in India
1.
what if I don’t neglect
it
2.
what if I give first preference
to it
3.
what if I give
importance to it
4. I don’t get ideas to do it
1. what if I get an good idea
2. what if I think critically and do my best
3. What if everyone like my idea
5.not having enough time due to lots of deadlines
1.what if I plan in advance and
finish all my deadlines
2.what if I sacrifice all other
regular routines and concentrate on doing assignments
3.what
if I do assignments all night to meet deadlines
Tuesday, April 7, 2015
class take away 11
The class was very interesting as always but there was some changes to it than usual which made us think a lot after the class. Beth mentioned about two assignments both making me to think a lot and still in thinking process. hope I will find solutions to it soon. But I am enjoying this phase of thinking what makes me happy and what leads to fear?
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