&*%$ FEAR &*%$

‘Loneliness’ makes me fearful.

1.      Is the fear you identified for this project a fear, phobia, anxiety, or worry?

I identify my fear as a state of worry. My loneliness is not being in solitude but it occurs when I am in middle of a crowd. I identify it as worry because it is my mental negative feelings or predictions I think this is because of my shift from my hometown. My loneliness is worry not anxiety because I don’t withdraw from going in the middle of the crowd but I experience it in the form of worry.

2.     In what ways do you notice fear in your life?

I think it is mainly because of my shift from my hometown and from my family and friends so many social situations and crowd causes me feel my worry of loneliness

3.     What does fear keep you from experiencing?

This worry so called fear of me keeps me experiencing negative thoughts in my life.

4.     What is the use of fear in your life?

When I try to overcome my worry it gives me more mental strength to work or to create what I like in a way more than I expected how it turns out.

5.     How does fear affect your life, especially in terms of creativity?

Fear affects in my life mostly when I am in a situation where I cannot overcome my worry of loneliness. It affects me by being normal and not being social as always I am. In such situation I completely stop working. I don’t even attempt to do simple works or talks which I usually like and completely becomes dumb.

6.     What form does your fear take?

I feel crummy of myself.