Tuesday, May 5, 2015

Semester take away

It was a wonderful journey of my seeing sideways class. It has changed my life in many different ways. All the assignments were very different to each one and really made critical thinking in a freedom class. I am taking away many new and discovered inner things of mine to my life journey in future. when i rewind my memories from first day or starting of this class my confidence level increased. My thinking capacity has also changed in a manner which i have not thought of it before. Now i am surprised to know about my own capabilities in many different things. I have confidence in whatever i do. I am taking many positive things/thinking to my future leaving behind my negative things/thinking in the seeing sideways class. Thanks to Beth for creating this class. The class most enjoyed, relaxed or learned is from this class.
The assignments I enjoyed:
1. Media round robin: I really enjoyed mixing non-digital and digital media and i like what i created.
2. Fear assignment: What not i got from this assignment, no words to write I am blank i really passed my phase of fear when thinking, creating or while writing about my fear. I recognized my fear and now i am out of it. This helps me a lot to carry it to my future.
THANK YOU BETH!

Class take away 16

This was our last class we all discussed our final project that is altered book. it was awesome to listen to everyone's idea or life behind it. I almost liked all the projects. We enjoyed the cake and candies. it was a great journey.

Monday, May 4, 2015

Final BOOK


What is your opinion of combining technology and the human body as she did in the video?

Combining technology and the human body as she did in the video is really amazing /impressive, I am not against it at all. I agree with the cosmetic pills but when it comes to me I personally don’t like to just experiment it on me. As I like many natural things and do not like to combine it on my body. But the idea for those who like to change is really amazing as I mentioned it earlier.

What is your opinion of combining a media arts and science project with your own body?

I am completely against in combining my own body or to use my body with projects in Media arts and Science.

How will you change this book?

I changed my book cover page by covering it in black paper and traced my hand and cut it and painted white and pasted it on the black background. Inside few papers I shredded it and few I cut it as snowflake and painted it blue.

How will this book change you? 

This book brings me positive thinking encourages me and reminds me to work hard whatever difficulty it may come in future. 



Wednesday, April 29, 2015

class take away 13

It was the day of sharing our bliss and fear assignment. Beth was not there due to her personal reasons. I hope she get better soon. Missed her a lot. she was my strength in class to talk or to share things with everyone but still I presented my fear assignment without her and it made me feel really really confident to carry it to my future. It was good listening to others different fears.

Class take away 14

It was the class of continuation from last class where some shared their fear assignment. It was very unique experience for me which also helped me for my development in the future. Missed Beth in this class but it was still a good class. By listening to all others fear assignment I increased my confidence level in my life. My positive power was increased. overall as always it was a nice experience.

Monday, April 20, 2015

&*%$ FEAR &*%$

‘Loneliness’ makes me fearful.

1.      Is the fear you identified for this project a fear, phobia, anxiety, or worry?

I identify my fear as a state of worry. My loneliness is not being in solitude but it occurs when I am in middle of a crowd. I identify it as worry because it is my mental negative feelings or predictions I think this is because of my shift from my hometown. My loneliness is worry not anxiety because I don’t withdraw from going in the middle of the crowd but I experience it in the form of worry.

2.     In what ways do you notice fear in your life?

I think it is mainly because of my shift from my hometown and from my family and friends so many social situations and crowd causes me feel my worry of loneliness

3.     What does fear keep you from experiencing?

This worry so called fear of me keeps me experiencing negative thoughts in my life.

4.     What is the use of fear in your life?

When I try to overcome my worry it gives me more mental strength to work or to create what I like in a way more than I expected how it turns out.

5.     How does fear affect your life, especially in terms of creativity?

Fear affects in my life mostly when I am in a situation where I cannot overcome my worry of loneliness. It affects me by being normal and not being social as always I am. In such situation I completely stop working. I don’t even attempt to do simple works or talks which I usually like and completely becomes dumb.

6.     What form does your fear take?


I feel crummy of myself.

BLISS !!!!

      1.     Not good at expressing things

1.     What if I don’t worry about not being expressive and just continue working on my assignment.
2.     What if people around me family or friends praise me for my thinking
3.     What if Beth praises me as if it is the best assignment?

2.     Forget about my assignment due dates like I forget my blogs

1.     What if I don’t forget due dates of my assignment
2.     What if I put reminders on my mobile and calendars and even a reminder note in car
3.     What if I complete it even before the due date?

3.  Neglect assignment as I used to do it back in India

                    1.     what if I don’t neglect it
                     
                    2.     what if I give first preference to it

                    3.     what if I give importance to it

                   4.  I don’t get ideas to do it

                   1. what if I get an good idea
                   2. what if I think critically and do my best
                   3. What if everyone like my idea

                   

                   5.not having enough time due to lots of deadlines

                   1.what if I plan in advance and finish all my deadlines
                   2.what if I sacrifice all other regular routines and concentrate on doing assignments
                   3.what if I do assignments all night to meet deadlines